November 27, 2005
i puked on my pride last friday night
listening to: ordinary people - john legend
ngayong araw na 'to ko lang narealize ang lahat ng kahihiyang nangyari nung gabing yon.. hindi na yun mauulit.. hindi yata kakayanin ng pride ko ang ganong klaseng damage.. tsktsk.. pasensya na sa inyo.. alam nyo na kung sino kayo.. hindi na yun mauulit.. nakaw, hindi na.. (pero mahirap na din magsalita ng tapos.. hehehe.. joke lang).. salamat din sa pagpasensya.. at sa hindi ko malilimutang karanasan.. siguro nagtataka ka kung bat parang hiyang hiya ako at parang big deal sakin 'yon samantalang normal lang naman yon dba?.. eh hindi kasi ako sanay sa ganon..hindi nga ako bumunot nung consequence kasi ayoko, nakakahiya sabay mas masahol pa pala dun yung mangyayari. hehe.. basta, nahihiya talaga ako sa inyong lahat.. bow..
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November 26, 2005
if i were you
I look in the mirror with you in my arms
and I see a reflection of a smile that says
you believe in love
and just for a moment I drifted away
but I couldn't stay darlin'
a hint of love a bitter fear I'm trying to say
If I were you I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
just turn around and leave here
and find someone that won't hurt you
make sure that she still believes in love
cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you I wouldn't be here
I'm tryin' to protect you
from the lies that your heart tells
even though it says that it wants me
all I see is pain and misery
seasons may change
but I can't forget the days of old
my heart ached when he walked away
said I'd never love again
If I were you I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
just turn around and leave here
and find someone that won't hurt you
make sure that she still believes in love
cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you I wouldn't be here
Days go by
and I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
and I feel that love is at my door
and though I tell myself that you're the one
who said those words before
But it hurts too much
I can't trust in love again
AGAIN
If I were you I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn’t come near this broken heart
just turn around and leave here
and find someone that won't hurt you
make sure that she still believes in love
cuz my heart has given up
If I were you I wouldn't be here
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November 19, 2005
so-so day..
listening to: cannonball by damien rice
share ko lang to..a part of an article that i've just read..
"when i say i love you.. i really do..and you owe me nothing in return.."
nagandahan lang ako.. at talagang ibinlog ka pa no?!..hehe
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November 04, 2005
something something
how do you say 'it hurts' without hurting?
how do you say 'i'm sad' without crying?
how do you say 'please stay' when eventually you have to go?
how do you say 'i know' but need an explanation?
how do you say 'i don't' when you really do?
teach me..
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i know you know how to read..
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November 01, 2005
this is the first time..
and i just don't know how to react.. darn, why am i not good with situations?!.. even just when i need to be good at it.. *sigh*..
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