To Err Is Human..

July 31, 2006

can't you see, you got the best of me..

Gypsy, sittin', lookin' pretty
A broken rose and laughin' eyes
You're a mystery
Always runnin' wild
Like a child without a home
You're always searchin'
Searchin for a feelin'
But it's easy come and easy go

Oh - I'm sorry but it's true
You're bringin' on the heartache
Takin all the best of me
Oh can't you see
You got the best of me
Whoah can't you see

You're bringin' on the heartbreak
Bringin' on the heartache
You're bringin' on the heartache
Bringin' on the heartache
Can't you see
Oh

You're such a secret
Misty eyed and shady
Baby, how you hold the key
Oh, you're like a candle
Your flame slowly fadin'
Burnin' out and burnin' me
Can't you see
Just tryin' to say to you

You're bringin' on the heartache
Takin all the best of me
Oh can't you see
You got the best of me
Oh can't you see

Mariah Carey - Bringin' On The Heartbreak MP3
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July 28, 2006

here's my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy..

"blood starts racing through my veins..
coz my heart starts beating triple time.."

Dear Mt Gy,
i'm not sure if i should be doing this and kid myself that you can actually read this, which i highly doubt.. but i'm used to fooling myself so i think i should just go right on.. what i really want to say is that i appreciate that you were there to keep me company last night, you and the whole gang, especially George who's such a cute thing (you should see his introduction before the show, cuteness!) i enjoyed the lecture on intimacy, although i can't relate much.. i like what you said that "there are some things you can't escape.. and other things you just don't want to know.." it makes total sense, and the fact that people desire and fear it [intimacy] at the same time.. but i don't know, i think i prefer exclusiveness over intimacy.. you know, the it-doesn't-matter-if-we're-not-intimate-as-long-as-you're-mine-and-i'm-yours kinda thing.. (how many eyebrows did just raise there?!) wait, let me make myself clear, i don't have anything against intimacy, in fact i think it's nice.. i guess i'm just not the type who finds/pushes ways to get intimate with someone she likes.. but i'm not saying that i'm not the type who gets intimate when given the chance.. hehe lolz! geez, i forgot that i am writing to you, i thought i am making a blog entry.. so i'll end this here.. i'm looking forward to shake that groove thing next week.. hopefully, nothing gets in the way..hehe.. 'til next..

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July 27, 2006

i keep my cool but i'm feeling..

i got myself a fortune cookie this afternoon.. saw it over the counter of a ~~semi-~~chinese fastfood and i just have to get one.. i get nervous about the littlest thing and cracking that cookie open made me nervous, though in a silly funny way.. coz i know i wouldn't see a bad fortune written inside coz the manufacturer wouldn't want their customers to read bad fortune, would they?.. i was nervous coz i might get a nice fortune then i might start thinking of far-fetch things.. and so what fortune did i get?

"Do not be concerned about being old, be concerned about a mind which is old."

urgh..fucking waste of energy..

on a lighter note..

i know you're there God, it's me again, i'm sorry for cussing, i just need some sort of an outlet.. anyway, please don't think i'm abusing You or anything because my first prayer post worked.. but i'm just wondering if You can grant me this one request.. You know i don't really ask for too much, and You can call me selfish if you want but please don't let IT happen.. you know what i'm talking about.. and you know why i don't want it to happen.. it's just that i don't want to contemplate on all the wrong things and all the wrong reasons.. i know You understand.. still, if it happens, i'll put in my mind that You've let it happen for a reason, but is there any chance that i can know what that is?.. oh i'm asking for too much.. i'll stop here before i ask for more.. thank You in advance..

PS. play another slow jam..

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July 26, 2006

The following took place between yesterday and tomorrow.

i was a little annoyed today.. not to the point that i'll snap or anything.. i just don't feel like being all over-the-top jovial and energetic.. in fact, i think i've given some massive sarcasm to a lot of people today.. i apologize..

i'm getting close to being sick.. my orange juice technique worked!.. i don't know, but i just feel like being sick, maybe so i have an excuse to lie down the whole day.. but now that my body is starting to get heavy and i'm starting to have cold and i feel like i'll have flu in the morning, i wish i didn't do the OJ techique after all..hehe.. nah kidding.. so tomorrow, if you see me coughing and sneezing and wiping my nose like hell, you'd know why..

i overheard my neighbor saying that there's a new approaching typhoon.. i hope he's right.. and btw, my prayer on my last post worked! :p

PS. please stop giving me reasons.. i'm begging..

PPS. how do i stop fears from personifying?

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"just so you can blow me off.."

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July 24, 2006

gosh! finally!

Placer Culpable i've encountered the phrase guilty pleasure one too many times.. and it makes me think, if you are taking pleasure from something, should you be guilty about it in the first place? i asked myself what my guilty pleasure is, if i have one.. and i can't find a concrete answer coz if i like doing it, i wouldn't be guilty.. and i don't have anything more to explain.. (FACT: the word guilty was mentioned four times, pleasure was mentioned thrice..)

some things happened while i was away.. well, i wasn't really away coz i get to go online i just didn't blog for some lazy reasons.. uhmm, some things are worth writing and some things are worth writing but not here.. hehe

i know you're there God, it's me Leslie.. the rain has been pouring hard lately and maybe You can let it pour a little more longer, not harder though.. just long enough for our President to realize that she has to make an announcement to suspend the classes tomorrow and the day after.. i'm not asking for too much, aren't i?

PS. it's not that i don't want him to enjoy, i just prefer his sobreity..

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July 12, 2006

Think Happy Thoughts and Fly

"kinausap ka na ba ng kanta?!" yup.. "anong feeling?!" scary.. lolz..

we all now know about that Rascal Flatts song, and how much i like it.. i really think, uhmm, make that i really believe, that the band did a great rendition of that song, and i still feel the same way each time i hear it, you know, like everything slows down and i feel like the band's singing for me, hehe.. seriously!.. then the other morning, i heard the last few seconds of that same song over the radio, but i was a little confused.. i can't be wrong, i know What Hurts the Most is what i'm hearing but how come i can hear a female voice humming along.. i was beginning to get goosebumps (seriously! again) coz this voice was really nice, i was beginning to wonder who she is and what is she doing singing that song.. then.. and then.. i found out that it was Kelly Clarkson! woothoo! gosh! *clapclapclap* which great force of nature should i thank?! people, you should hear this song.. it was nice coming from the band alone, but! it is better with Kelly Clarkson.. how can they come up with such collaboration? you AMC people are freaking genuises! let me bow down..

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July 09, 2006

ROTFLOL

To Whoever Decides Which Movie is To Be Shown on HBO: i just want to extend my deepest, most sincere appreciation to you.. i adore you (in a very non-romantic kind of way) for showing Spanglish last night.. it was something unexpected but it really made my night.. really thank you.. i could use that kind of a movie and i can suppose it worked.. maybe others find that movie boring, but i obviously don't.. *cheers!*

"They should name a gender after you. Looking at you doesn't do it, staring is the only way that makes sense. And trying not to blink so you don't miss anything. And all of that and you're you. It's just that you are drop dead crazy gorgeous. So much so, that I'm actually considering looking at you again before we finish up here."
Spanglish

so who the hell do i think i am? i mean, gosh, how can i be so self-involved? it's like, i thought i was the only person in the world, which is so not the case.. err, how can i say it without it being known? hehe.. never mind..

Mauresmo won the female single's cup in Wimbledon, in case you're interested..

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July 07, 2006

uhmm..

i don't __________ why.. see, it's _______ me to ____ on to this.. i ____ this is something i gotta __ but that don't mean i ____ to.. what i'm trying to say is that i ____ you.. i just, i ____ like this is coming to an ___.. and it's better for __ to ___ it go now than ____ on and ____ you.. i gotta let it ____..

you go fill in the blanks.. doesn't meaning anything, i just feel like posting it..

Tennis Update: Sharapova was defeated today by Mauresmo.. what's up with that? i mean, coz i thought (well, i'm a novice in this sport, what do i know?) she is the best athlete of her time, but she's not, coz apparently she is now out of the tournament.. but she plays well considering she's 19 (geez).. but i figured it's just right that Mauresmo won over her since Mauresmo is currently rank 1, while she's rank 4.. on the other hand, i have a feeling, which i hope will happen, that Federer and Nadal will meet for championship.. i bet that's gonna be one hell of a match.. they are rank 1 and 2 respectively and i can just wonder what their rallies would be like if ever *crosses fingers* they vie for the cup.. my money's on Federer, c'mon he's a Rolex model!lol.. i don't know yet who's playing Mauresmo for the women's finals.. do i still care now that my bets Hingis and Sharapova are out?.. i just so want to see the men's finals, like, right now!..

Blog Update: gosh, the rain last night! was it planned that it rains hard just in time for GA?lol.. nah, that's alright, i can always max up the volume right? :p i was such a couch potato last night while waiting for 9pm.. i have chores but i preferred to blind my eyes in front of the tv since i was home alone, so i had the luxury.. there was a rerun of a tennis match but instead i chose to watch this very curious movie that i saw at our table.. it is called, uhmm 10 things i hate about you?! did i get the title right?! coz the thing is, i haven't heard of this movie until last night but uhmm yeah, it was nice.. i don't think i'll watch it again though.. *dripping sarcasm* lolz! it was still a little early for 9pm, so i also watched Two and a Half Men, Joey and Stacked.. then came 9pm.. *grins*.. enough said about 9pm, let's skip that.. ehehe.. then i had my sports galore.. from badminton, to tennis, to football, to cycling.. i don't know why but i'm interested in sports lately..

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July 04, 2006

while the rest of the world is feeling the World Cup Fever, i'm feeling the Wimbledon excitement.. as we all know, this is Andre Agassi's final tournament since he had announced his retirement.. a couple of days ago was his last professional game.. he was defeated by Rafael Nadal of Spain (how is he related to Kitchie Nadal?lol) with scores of 7-6 6-2 6-4.. and i somehow knew that he's not going to win the game since Nadal is faster and younger than him, fyi he (Nadal) is 20 yrs. old.. (gosh, how come he's 20 and he's playing pro tennis while i'm also 20 but isn't even half as accomplished as he is..) back to Agassi's farewell.. although the crowd was supposed to be cheering for Nadal, they were clapping and cheering for Agassi.. (Nadal was out of place, beh! to him..lolz) applause went for like 5-7 minutes, non-stop.. he was teary-eyed while bowing on every side of the crowd.. it was a really emotional moment.. they even broke tradition and had him interviewed after the game.. then there was this some kind of a tribute showing his greatest moments since he started playing pro.. i didn't know he looked like that when he was young.. hehe..

as for the women's division, Williams is already out.. Sharapova is still fighting strongly.. and! gosh Hingis is also defeated out of the tournament.. [Click here for more accurate info.. Lolz]

what day is it? tuesday? really tuesday? *faints* wait no, erase that, i can't faint now, how can i say how excited i am if i'm unconscious?!.. excited!.. excited!.. (i know i don't sound excited, but really i am!) which makes me think, when will i learn to express what i really feel.. i have this feeling (there goes another feeling) that when i'm happy, i don't really look happy and when i'm not in the mood people think that i'm only being serious and when i'm being serious i look like i'm joking and when i'm blah blah blah.. who cares.. what's important is i know what i feel.. and today i'm e.x.c.i.t.e.d.! wanna know why? okay i'll assume a yes.. well well well.. hihi.. actually, Oprah started all this excitement thing.. how dare she interview Ellen Pompeo and Isaiah Washington last Sunday and give all those info and cliffhangers about the second season.. grr.. but but but! on the day after tomorrow, the ever better-late-than-never local channel will premiere Grey's Anatomy.. (goodness!) i missed one episode so this is my chance to complete the first season and to again look into the lives of those frisky interns.. join me in praying that they continue the series on to the second season.. (or i might as well start saving then my problem is solved.. a grand! where am i gonna get a grand! *pleads for money*)

Need I say more? :p

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July 01, 2006

kasalukuyan..

hindi ko talaga alam kung anong ilalagay ko dito.. hindi ako frefared eh.. hehe..

uhmm.. ayun nakikinig ako ng Wherever you are ng South Border ngayon.. nyak tapos na.. umiintro na ang Unfaithful ni Rihanna..

sa pinagojthan ko, every first day of the month, tulad ngayon, meron silang assessment na ginagawa.. 5S ang tawag nila dun.. 5S stands for 5 Japanese terms which mean cleaning, sorting, maintenance, i can't remember the other two.. naranasan kong maging isang taga-5S.. nalimutan ko na kung anong tawag dun.. all we had to do was to inspect.. make sure the place (i was assigned in a production area) was sparkling clean.. and have in record even a misplaced tray.. that's how strict they are when it comes to cleanliness..

yun lang sige wala na akong ma-say..

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