To Err Is Human..

December 31, 2006

i would like to propose a toast..

*ting ting ting*
everybody.. please raise your glass.. c'mon, don't be shy hehe..

is my mic on? oh.. ok.. ahem..

i would like to propose a toast in the expense of a new year.. few hours to go and we all will be changing our calendars, planners, etc. and will begin to face yet another year.. but before that lemme toast for the year that was..

*raises a glass of Chardonnay*
in my dreams.. hehe

folks.. here's to the past 12 months.. here's to the fifth year in college.. here's to gimiks, night outs, day outs, and just being together.. here's to the teasing, joking, fooling around and letting the kids in us reveal themselves as we mature in the process.. here's to the exams.. passed or failed, have studied for or on the spot.. here's to the projects.. done or under way.. here's to the classcards, professors, and conflicted schedules.. here's to drunkenness! hehe.. for all the dance moves that have been showcased.. showcased?! hehe.. for the "pursuances".. here's to our respective unforgettable moments.. here's to our respective unforgettable forgettable moments..hehe.. here's to pulling my hair back when i got too much "pursuance" already.. here's to all the laughter.. the seriousness..

here's to my accident last summer.. here's to the company who served my training.. and for assisting me with each and every step.. here's to carrying on in terms of academics.. to the projects left suspended over the Christmas break.. here's to the people i've laughed with, cried with, or just simply spent time with.. here's to the things i've laughed at and cried over.. here's to my dilemmas for this year.. for financial, physical, emotional and mental bankruptcy.. for some things that occupy my mind.. for the things i've done, out of choice or obligation.. for the things i didn't do, for lack of chance or by choice.. here's to staying on the spot where i've been left.. here's to blogging!.. to the nonsense, funny, and not so post-worthy posts.. hehe here's to the most not-xmas Christmas ever.. here's to Britney's unruly behavior this year.. hehe (walang maisip).. aha! here's to broadband internet.. to the foodtrips.. to the sleepless nights.. to the songs of this year that i've gasped over with.. to MYMP, Nyoy and Nina! for the wonderful stay-up-all-night gigs.. of course, to GA! for i don't know, basta here's to you.. hehe.. to my family.. to some of my grade school friends who have been active lately, and also those who haven't.. to my high school friends who are gimik-thirsty hehe though some left for other countries already (gosh serious life na talaga..) hehe.. and here's to my college friends.. three months to go, you have no idea how that thought scares me.. but all the same, i'm sincerely happy for each one of you.. thanks for every, i really mean every, thing.. here's to 2006.. and here's to 2007 too.. here's to Him, family, love, and friendship.. here's to life!.. *glug glug glug*

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December 24, 2006

and so this is Christmas?!

today is supposed to be the eve.. the eve.. of what? of i don't know.. i, for one, don't really feel Christmassy.. two, i don't have those folding and jiggling things found in pockets.. three, i'm sleep deprived.. four, still no sound card.. five, this thing, i mean, that thing, is so touchable already, it's making me wish that it would just go away.. six, i'm not doing anything to make it go away.. seven, because deep down i guess i don't want to.. eight, i'm very lazy to blog or go online at least.. nine, vacation isn't enough.. ten, i want a lot of things, as in material things.. eleven, i can't help but think about it and it is starting to get a little exhausting but i just won't stop.. twelve, what is this that i'm talking about? i shouldn't be talking about this thing but look at what i'm doing..

so there goes my twelve ~~days~~ of Christmas..

let's drink to those wonderful thoughts!.. yeah, you bet i will..

"tandaan mo, kahit nag-iba, hindi ako tumigil sa pagmahal sayo sinta.."

beat that.. hehe

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December 19, 2006

sometimes..

pahinga muna ako sa pagbabble..
sa pagsabi ng kung ano ano dito..
kahit eto lang ang outlet ko..

pahinga muna sa overthinking
at sa pagtingin sa malayo..
kahit doon lang ako magaling..

hindi man magandang pakinggan pero
hindi muna ako naniniwala
sa himala, pag-asa at pangarap..
hindi muna ako nanghihinayang
sa mga pwedeng mawala..
hindi muna ako naghahanap
ng mga hindi ko makita..
tatanggapin ko na lang muna
lahat ng kahinaan..

alam ko dadating din ang oras
sa tamang lugar at pagkakataon..
na maniniwala ako ulit..
hindi muna siguro ngayon..

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December 14, 2006

yo no quiero recordar..

ang PC na walang audio, parang ikaw kapag wala ako..

..kulang..
dang kapal eh!

hay.. mga patutsada ko eh no.. uhmmm.. hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko sa post na 'to.. gusto ko lang magtype.. gusto ko lang magsalita, ng hindi bumubuka ang bibig, ng hindi mental telepathy ang gamit.. ewan ba..

ang boring ko pag seryoso ako no?.. i don't know how some people get away with being serious.. pag ako kasi seryoso, parang nagseseryoso seryosohan lang ako.. pero seryoso talaga ako.. ewan ko kung bat yung iba, pag seryoso mukha talagang seryoso, saka sensible pa din sila, lalo na yung sinasabi nila.. ewan ko na talaga.. kita mo seryoso ako sa post na to pero walang sense ang pinagsasabi ko.. ano pa? ewan..

effective talaga sakin ang "walking".. it's some sort of a therapy for me.. i mean, i walk on a regular basis.. pero iba pa rin kapag naglalakad ako para sa ibang dahilan..

namimiss ko na ang mga mp3s ko.. huhuhu.. pesteng sound card yan (kung sound card nga ang may depekto).. sandamakmak na mp3s, hindi naman mapakinggan.. saklap!

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope and that enables you to laugh at life's realities."
-Dr. Seuss

may nabasa akong quote dati, hindi ko na maalala kung saan at kung sino ang nagsabi at kung ano yung exact words nya.. pero ang gustong sabihin eh pag ang isang tao daw ay nabubuhay sa quotes, he stops living.. something like that.. uhmm.. so ibig sabihin ba non i stopped living na? i don't practically live on quotes pero alam naman ng lahat na mahilig ako sa quotes.. ewan ko din kung bakit.. hay.. ang dami kong hindi alam..

"Alright brain, I don't like you and you don't like me, so just get me through this exam so I can go back to killing you slowly with beer."

-Homer Simpson

beer! wala bang beer?! beer! kape! beer! kape! c2! (aw sabay c2?!) glug! glug! glug!

ahahay.. isang lasing na lang, bote na ako!

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December 10, 2006

keep the music playing..

Good Samaritan
kahit pa gaanong kasama ang pwedeng gawin ng tao, narealize kong may iilan pa rin talagang mabubuti.. (aw serious?!)hehe de, kase madami akong na-encounter kagabi na nagparealize sakin non.. yung lalakeng katabi ko sa bus, pinaupo nya yung matandang babae.. tapos yung isa sa MRT pinaupo rin ako.. tapos yung guard nagprisinta na magtapon ng plastic cups namin kasi malayo daw yung trash can.. diba, ang bait nila?! natuwa lang ako kase naging komportable akong bumiyahe mag-isa.. hehe yon..

Starbucks Planner
perst taym ko sa Starbucks kagabi.. at hindi naman pala ganong ka-intimidating don, ayos lang, parang ordinaryo lang.. besides, libre na nga eh maiintimidate pa ba ako?hehe halos puro kabataan ang laman ng starbucks.. suspetsa ko mga taga-call center yung mga yun.. kamukha kase nila yung mga kasama ko.. hehe de, seryoso parang iisa ang dating nilang lahat.. parang pagkinausap mo sasabihan ka ng, "yes? how may i be of help to you maam?! thank you for calling.." natatawa rin ako sa mga kasama ko, mission din pala nila sa buhay na magkaroon ng Starbucks planner kaya sila nahumaling sa Starbucks.. napalakas nga yata yung pagkasabi ko: "pati ba naman kayo?" buti walang umupak saken don.. hehe pero parang gusto ko din ng planner.. la lang gusto ko lang..hihi..

Front Act
second time ko na napanuod si Shayne at Robbie.. last time front din sila ng MYMP.. ewan ko ba sa dalawang yon kung san kumukuha ng galeng.. si Shayne parang pwede lumevel kay Nina yun eh.. nakakapagtaka kung bat hindi sya recording artist.. isa pa yun si Robbie.. member sya ng Wiseguys pero may solong buhay sya.. cuteness nya! and the voice ha.. pang-r&b talaga.. mga kinakanta pa nya mga banatang Superstar, Lately, For You.. with matching pa-cute (na bagay) pa yon habang kumakanta.. mapanukso! hehe goodness gracious!

Totoy Nyoy
sabihin na nating i wasn't really looking forward to watching Nyoy.. parang ok magperform sya pero ok lang din kung hindi.. hehe pero gusto ko naman yung mga kanta nya ewan ko kung baket ganon.. pero nung tumugtog at kumanta na sya, ibang usapan na.. hehe galeng din pala nya.. lalo sa mga up beat na songs hindi mo talaga mapipigil mapapagalaw ka sa upuan.. kung medyo mahina pa ang pagpipigil mo, mapapatayo ka talaga at mapapasayaw.. hehe ang sweet sweet pa nya kay Nina..

The Soul Siren
hindi nya ako binigo.. kidding aside, at hindi ako nageexaggerate, pero iba talaga yung pagkakakanta nya ng Someday.. siguro kase don ko lang narinig ng live yon.. i mean, pano kaya nagagawa yung ganon, kuhang kuha yung emosyon nung kanta eh parang yun talaga yung nararamdaman nya.. hay ewan ko ba sayo Nina.. ang dame dame talagang kinanta, parang walang kapaguran, yung energy ganon pa rin kahit sunod sunod yung kanta.. napakabait pa.. naman!

Temptation
5th anniversary ng Bagaberde kagabi kaya mura lang entrance, 200.. san ka? 200 lang may Nina ka na may Nyoy ka pa.. usually kase mga 250 above.. tapos may pa-raffle sila.. ayun nanalo yung isang kasama namin ng 4 na tickets sa gig ng MYMP sa friday.. naman! tuksohin ba kaming pumunta sa friday?! huhu may pasok kaming lahat kinabukasan non.. sayang ang tickets!! hindi ba pwede cash na lang?hehe ayos lang din pala, suplada naman si Juris sa personal eh pasalamat sya magaling sya kumanta ng live.. hehe siraan daw ba ang MYMP? hehe de, magaling sila no..

Up Next
sino nga kayang next? uhmm.. parang gusto ko freestyle, o kahit si Jinky lang, o kaya South Border.. wish ko lang may maayos ayos akong camera (SLR sana kung pwede hehe in my dreams) sa mga panahong yon.. hehe good..

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December 08, 2006

wonders of archiving.

naghalungkat ako ng mga files, pages, at archives.. at eto ang isa sa mga peyborit kong nakita.. hehehe! tawang tawa na naman ako, sobrang tawa ko, nagising ang tatay ko.. hehehe!hindi ko na kasi napigilan eh.. hehe noong March pa ang conference na 'to.. noong marami pa akong nakikitang gising na smileys sa YM ng sabay sabay.. kahit mahirap pa kumonek ng dial-up.. at higit sa lahat, noong hindi pa nabubulgar ang katauhan ni barbero_ni_erap!.. hehe..

and for some reasons naalala ko na naman yung bend kung bend ni Crystel sa EE lab! hahaha! eto na naman ang tawa ko! hehehe ba naman pupulot lang kase ng ballpen, sumabit pa ang takong! at slow mo pa! hehehe yun yun eh.. mala-sadako.. sorry Tel kung nababasa mo 'to, natatawa lang talaga ako.. hindi talaga napalya yun pag naaalala ko yun..hehehe naiimagine ko, sa gilid ng mata ko.. hehehe good times!!

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December 06, 2006

nenokan lang daw yan eh.. hehe

The rule is simple. Just fill in the blanks:

I am ____.
I wonder _____.
I hear _____.
I see _____.
I want _____.
I am _____.
I pretend _____.
I feel _____.
I touch _____.
I worry _____.
I cry _____.
I am _____.
I understand _____.
I say _____.
I dream _____.
I try _____.
I hope _____.
I am _____.

heres is mines.. (daming s) hehe

I am overthinking again..
I wonder if you know that i'm wondering about you.. (nyaha?hehe)
I hear Howie Day singing Collide..
I see uhmm dead people? (joke yun syempre)
I want to sleep..
I am sleepy na pala..
I pretend to be not sleepy, hirap pala.. hehe
I feel nervous..
I touch the keyboard??..
I worry too much..
I cry when i feel like it..
I am hungry na.
I understand but am not convinced..
I say i don't know..
I dream and mistake it as reality..
I try and try and try..
I hope you do..
I am boring/bored..

"it ain't gonna stop the world if you walk out that door.. this old world just keeps spinning round, spinning round, like it did the day before.. coz to them it makes no difference.. it just keeps on keeping time.. coz it ain't gonna stop the world, no.. but it'll be the end of mine.."
It Don't Matter To The Sun, Rosie Thomas

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December 04, 2006

knowing what i know, feeling the way i feel..

bat nga ba ang hilig ko maglagay ng mahabang title? pansin mo ba yun? ako pansin ko yun, syempre ako naglalagay nun eh.. mga 82.04% ata ng posts ko eh mahaba yung title.. bihira yung mga one to two words lang.. minsan pa nga walang title eh.. bat nga kaya?

pag nagpopost ka ba ano ang nauuna mong naiisip o iniisip? ako kasi title eh.. minsan nga may naiisip akong title pero wala akong naiisip na topic.. which is unsual daw.. kase may naaalala akong tinuro nung high school ako (akalain mong may natututunan pala ako.. hindi sadya) na pag nagsusulat daw eh dapat at kalimitan yung "body" muna tapos from there iisip ka ng appropriate na title.. susme, kung ganon, ilang beses ko na pala naviolate ang rule na yon.. dahil inuuna ko na ang title, hindi pa appropriate..

what's with this particular title nga ba? wala lang, naalala ko lang bigla yan kanina.. lyrics yan ng isa sa mga gusto kong kanta.. kung anong kanta, pakiresearch na lang, kunwari gustooong gustooo mong malaman.. galeng nyang line na yan no.. parang pwedeng sagot sa tanong na, "anong ginagawa mo?".. sabay ang response eh, "eto, knowing what i know, feeling the way i feel.." ehehe.. ano naman ngayon?

ah! ah! alam mo bang lately eh nahuhumaling ako sa mga soundtracks at tunog Jam? (echo: paulit-ulit paulit-ulit paulit-ulit..) de, totoo naman eh.. eto nga pinapakinggan ko si 50 cent oh, we're gonna party like it's your bday daw.. hehe joke.. si tita Corinne Bailey Rae kase eh she's having Trouble Sleeping daw.. buti pa ako hinde.. masa ako lately eh (masandal tulog.. patoink! kacornyhan Les ha..)

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December 03, 2006

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