September 24, 2005
let the fingers do the talking
it's been a while since i last put an entry here,.. something just urges me to type tonight.. i should be doing our lecture program but that can wait, can't it?.. hehehe..
i've got a lot of things in my mind right now.. so many that i wouldn't be able to pour them out here.. not that i can't, i also don't want to anyway..
first off.. school work's kinda pressuring me right now.. but not so coz apparently i still have time to blog.. it's just that i know i'm going to cram this week.. my friends got a lot more things to do than me so i just kinda tell myself, "who am i to get pressured"..
i was unconsciously assessing my emotions lately.. unconsciously because i wasn't even aware of it.. i just realize it when i come to the point when everything that i was thinking about comes down to that particular thing.. and that particular thing is.. uhmmm.. should i say this?.. maybe i'm gonna have to assess more.. maybe i'll be able to write it here in my next entry.. (that is if there's gonna be a next entry.. hehe..)
i also have this another thought..(i told you i have lots of it lately).. but this thought i'm not really sure of.. whenever i think about it, i know i should be glad.. and to tell you the truth, i am.. well, kinda.. coz when i think about it, i also feel uneasy.. strangely uneasy that is.. it's like i'm in some sort of a movie scene.. blockings and musical scoring included.. tsktsk.. i really thought those things only happen in movies or something..
for sure you don't have a clue about what i'm saying.. and probably you're getting tired of it.. i am too.. if you're reading this right now, expect not to find this entry here anymore after some time.. those who were not able to waste their time reading this won't know that this entry even existed..
*sigh*
anyway..
this is so nothing..
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love sought is good but love unsought is better
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