so a lot happened since i last blogged.. don't know, but i just got too busy (a.k.a. too lazy) so i wasn't able to update.. and no, i'm not going through every detail of what took place during those days..

so if i'm not going to wreck my brains out trying to remember everything and trying to tell them here in this language, why else am i here?

so there's this thing that i want to talk about.. i'm just having a hard time putting it into words.. too wonderful / confusing / tantalizing / precious / unexpected / unwanted to give it a form.. and the thing is, it should scare the hell out of me by now but surprisingly it doesn't.. not that i don't give a crap about it, i do, i so do.. my heart still races everytime i see it or even think about it.. and i'm really confusing you right now.. yeah yeah, i know, i shouldn't even be talking about it here if i don't plan to blurt it all out right? but i don't have anything to tell about.. i'm always like this when i post here, haven't you noticed? so before i screw up your mind i'll stop this paragraph..

so there's this really nice song that i've been listening to lately in repeat mode.. really nice break up song with a really nice r&b feel to it.. love the hook part..
Chris Brown - Say Goodbye Lyrics