October 22, 2005
how bored can i get?
listening to: another used to be - joe
*/ i love the words of this song */
just the other night, i was thinking of weddings.. i also have no idea how that thought began.. it just popped suddenly in my mind.. not that i want to get married soon.. if my memory serves me right, i somehow remembered that i've never been into a wedding ceremony.. yes, that's true.. i've never, in my life, seen two people exchanging lifetime vows.. hmm.. i wonder how it would feel to be inside a church, surrounded by white flowers (most probably), seeing a bunch of entourages, mothers crying, or fathers..(does this really happen?), friends and family looking happy as ever, and the groom patiently waiting, smiling and looking as his bride walk slowly to the tune of that popular wedding march..for sure both their hearts throb because of nervousness.. whether its due to overflowing happiness or too much uncertainty.. who knows?hehe.. hmm.. i guess this setting would make me happy for whoever's getting married and give me goosebumps.. well, i really don't know.. i also guess that my reaction would depend to who's getting married with who.. and just now, i asked myself "bat pupunta ka ba sa isang kasal kung hindi mo ikatutuwa yung pagkasal nila?" and i find it difficult to answer..
now listening to: visions of a sunset - shawn stockman
that's another question that i'm gonna find an answer for.. but for the meantime, my answer would be, no i wouldn't.. i don't think there's any point in attending a wedding of someone i'm not going to enjoy seeing get married.. it's maybe because i don't jive with the person who invited me, or i don't approve of the person whom he/she is getting married with, or maybe i'm just gonna hurt myself.. (what the?!).. hehehe..i'm going stop this right here, i have a feeling this is going to lead somewhere ridiculous.. hehe..
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going.. going.. gone..
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