January 31, 2006
so sick
Ne-Yo
gotta change
now that i'm alone
coz right now it says that WE
can't come to the phone
and I know it makes no sense
coz you walked out the door
but it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous) it's been months for some reason
I just (can't get over us)
and i'm stronger than this
(enough is enough) no more walking 'round with my head down
i'm so over being blue
crying over you
and i'm
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
said i'm
so sad and slow
so why can't I turn off the radio?
gotta fix that calendar I had
that's marked
coz since there is no more you
there's no more anniversary
i'm so fed up with My thoughts of You
and your memories
and now every song reminds me of what used to be
leave me alone,
don't make me think about her smile
or having my first child
i'm letting go ???!!!
can i just hit my head against the wall? feels like two demons are having a good time in it.. and migrane is to blame..
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