June 21, 2006
learning
Tulog - South Border
i woke up from a dream around 3am.. my heart was racing.. it really felt real.. i almost wish it was.. but of course it wasn't.. "We only want to pursue the things we cannot have.." in my dream you asked one of the things i dread to hear.. and i said yes, as i would if ever you ask me that for real.. and by taking that dream as a hint, things went a little easier for me.. which is a good thing.. coz i know sooner or later it will happen, and i know i can't be too selfish.. and that dream helped me endure things easily, swallow my pride a little, and admit some things to my self while keeping my dignity intact in the process.. not an easy thing to do, and no, i'm not doing this just to appear sacrificial and be pitied on.. and i know i haven't been asked, but just in case you want to but don't just know how.. "go on.. you know where to find me just in case all else fails.."
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