June 16, 2006
Who would have thought?
"I think you can in Europe.."
i no longer dislike fridays.. in fact, now i'm liking it like no other.. just as much as i like the song that i'm listening to since i got home.. (you should know by now what that is).. used to be that i don't like fridays 'cause i just get to stay at home on weekends and just sit around, look occupied but really isn't.. but lately i've been counting the days 'til it's friday already.. coz that would mean that i get to do those things that i wasn't really keen on doing before.. not to mention, i get to get out, do whatever i want, as long as i can get there or my pockets allow.. BUT! the biggest, most important, makes me really wish that everday is friday, thing is that i get to have my over the top favorite food on this day!! just like i did today!.. *craves* i don't know how it is called in english though.. sauteed beans? hehe crappy.. very crappy.. but i assume that you know which food i'm talking about.. okay, so what is it about this food that i like it so much i would pick it over lechon or any other yummier food that you would probably pick? nothing actually.. i just like it just because.. especially with fried fish.. gosh.. yummy.. those are the times that i stay long eating on the table.. i eat and eat until i'm so full, i'm nauseous.. hihihi.. maybe you find it shallow that i drool over this thing.. well, okay, drool is a little bit of an overstatement.. but you can think whatever you want.. here is where the fact that some things can mean something to one person but nothing to another comes in.. it just needs a little understanding.. (okay, whatever floats your already sinking boat Les..)
i was so itching to have at least a burned copy of What Hurts the Most that i had that one song burned in a mini disc 'coz my generous cd source hasn't been going online lately.. and when i came back to the shop this evening, they were playing it.. she went like, "ayan kanina pa pinapatugtog yang pinadownload mo, nagustuhan eh.." i just went like, "favorite na ba?" then smiled.. when i got out i asked myself, did i smile because i was glad 'coz they liked it too or because i just don't want to look impolite? i said last time that i don't want it to be popular and them liking it doesn't make it a hit.. but still, i wondered.. then i realized that i like this song so much that i really don't give an air if it becomes popular.. and it really doesn't matter if others feel the same way as i do, what matters is i know what i feel.. (what was the topic again?) enough said..
tonight was the first time (in a long time) that i gambled.. yes, talking about real gambling.. first, 5, then later 10, then went to 20.. until i realized there's nothing left in my pocket.. none of those that fold, even those that jiggle.. and what i got in return? nothing.. not a cent back.. i didn't win even once.. there certainly was no beginner's luck.. it was really hard to win, considering the odds.. maybe that's why i tend to prefer watching rather than playing a few innings.. (innings, what innings are you talking about Les?).. losing is a good motivation though..
darn, i wish i was in Europe!..
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