October 03, 2006

tonight i can write the stupidest lines

if it wasn't for my annoying compulsion of moving my knuckles other than sandwiching air with it and something hard and ruin my dexterity in the process, i wouldn't be here trying to mess up with your already mess-driven mind..


i knew there's something about these past months.. coz i heard we are now in the break-up season.. yup, you read right.. i also didn't know that there is actually a break-up season.. basically, they say that summer is known as the hook-up season.. then during the -ber months, relationships get shaky and mostly they don't last until before the next season, which is of course the Christmas season you schmuck!.. i find it funny though, coz since Christmas is smelly than ever, i thought people are supposed to want to have someone with them.. to think that statistically, they actually separate during the times that they should be together then get back during February (and i'd assume you know why..) which makes me think, does it mean that people actually give a shit about Valentine's Day more than Christmas? coz personally i'm so into Christmas and no i'm so not bitter i just think that the previous falls under the category "stupid tradition".. back to break-up season.. that thing somewhat amazes me, you know breaking up.. i don't know, but no matter how predictable separations are, they all seem sudden to me.. say, one becomes aloof in the relationship, then the other plays the part who takes things for granted and acts as if nothing's wrong.. then eventually, inevitably, they'd break-up.. some may say that it should be easy since they somehow saw it coming.. but i really don't know.. i still find it sudden.. every break-up is sudden.. did i say all break-ups are sudden? sudden.. death..



since we're already spending some wasteful time together and i'm here draining my mind out, let me push things and continually eliminate the inhibitions that i have left, if there's any.. this is something not a lot of people know.. truth is, i have this thing about endings.. not that i dread them or hate them.. i'm just not a fan of its very concept.. something starts then it ends? what the? sure you can start thinking that i'm being irrational.. and i won't argue coz i know i wouldn't win, i don't know how to defend it anyway, it's just one of those superficial principles that i have, which i concretely believe in, thank you..


yesterday morning, MR did the top ten ways to finish the sentence "i am allergic to commitment / marriage / relationship because.." as always, entries were amusing.. some made all the sense in the world, some were obviously just being witty.. but the best part was when he and she comment on some then elaborate the topic, so well, i almost understood it.. there was a lot of nice entries but the only one that i can remember is, "..because history tends to repeat itself.."

so as an ending to this post, i would like to share some of the nicest break-up / goodbye songs.. i'm sure i'll miss some, these are just on top of my head.. click away..

1. Chris Brown - Say Goodbye MP3 Lyrics
2. Jonathan Foreman & Mandy Moore - Someday We'll Know MP3 Lyrics
3. Passage - Til My Heartaches End MP3 Lyrics
4. Craig David - One Last Dance MP3 Lyrics
5. Jennifer Love Hewitt - Take My Heart Back MP3 Lyrics


Posted @ 18:24 | PermaLink |
Comments:
wahaha... break-up season!!! that's right... but this season would never affect the almost 5-year-relationship we, and our friends had... nothin to worry... there's no such thing as LAST...
 
touchyness.. hehe.. nice one Rej..
 
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