October 04, 2006
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Highest Priority
these two words are overused in one of my class.. mainly because they, i mean we, actually they, discuss how a computer knows which instruction or module or whatever should it process or acknowledge or whatever first.. well, in the middle of his discussion, my instructor's phone beeped, and his attention was caught.. at first he didn't mind, but since he got so distracted he went and attended to his phone anyway.. while he did that, i said to myself, "now that's highest priority.." and because of that, my dormant thoughts were triggered and i started thinking about my own priorities while staring at some papers in my front.. i remember, i have this line that i used to say about priorities, but sorry i'm not gonna repeat it here.. you know, honestly, it's easy to say and think that you know what you prioritize, but it's twice as hard to actually stand by it.. especially when those priorities are not settled as to how you thought you've settled them..
Enough.. For Now..
first, let me clear that i'm so not in sentimental mood of any sort about this topic.. it just happened that Neon suddenly played in my ear this afternoon for no apparent reason, it hasn't been in my LSS and i haven't heard it for a long time.. the line that kept repeating was "coz i, i know i can never be enough.." enough.. do i really think that i can never be enough?.. just enough.. but before we proceed, here's what MW has to say about this word..
occurring in such quantity, quality, or scope
as to fully meet demands, needs, or expectations
exact, sufficient, adequate, enough.. uhmm.. i'm not sure i've ever been enough.. i'm not saying i'm useless though.. there are some things that i can accomplish well.. and like any other, there are some things that i just can't do.. let's just say that some times i exceed, but most of the time i lack..
Some Time and Getting Used To
the previous post i've made was about breaking-up.. which i would like to relate with my present condition.. no, no, no, i'm not going through a break-up.. but i somehow feel like i've broken up with something, the television.. it's the several-days-blackout that should be blamed actually.. i got used to the battery-operated radio and i-hope-its-battery-will-last-throughout-the-day cellphone that i don't even watch tv anymore though power's obviously back.. i no longer stay in front of it blinding my eyes while scanning the channels over and over for hours.. i don't even bother taking over the remote control.. i'm so tied up with the computer lately.. but i guess we'll see about tomorrow, since it's thursday and it's GA day.. gah, this topic is so unnecessary and i know that you agree..
One Word: Gasp
my initial reaction upon reading the quote that i'm about to post was actually a gasp.. not a single word, not one odd/funny look on my face, but just one huge, breath-drowning gasp.. you can start wondering why, coz i do too.. kidding..
"I'm falling and I don't want anyone to catch me..
because i've got my own feet to land on, and your hand to pull me up.."
*gasps*
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