March 13, 2006
at the brink of optimism
looks like my confidence is giving up on me.. i'm really not the ' i'll give up' type 'cause i've always been 'hopeful/encouraged' deep inside.. but with where i'm at now, something's been circling around my all-at-sea mind.. and that's quitting.. which used to be a foreign word..
IT is not going to be a strange experience, for i've experienced it before, a year and so ago.. but gaadd, i never thought IT could happen again.. not when i thought i already know what to do.. and now, the clock is ticking fast.. and i'm doing everything but think and act faster.. geez, can somebody please tell me where i can buy some more hope? i really could use some.. and a little encouragement too..
shit, i just freaking hope that when i come down, everyone would be asleep..
Falling Down, Ben Jelen
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